i. am. a . nervous. wreck.

if i get the job, i will hear back from pioneer either today or tomorrow. i think i'm on the verge of an all out panic attack. and i'm pretty sure my phone battery will die by me just checking my phone alone ALL day. seriously, i check it like every minute... even though it's on vibrate...

i'm headin' on down to the dirty south...

so i'll be heading down to new orleans on thursday. i can't even wait. this is my second time flying, and i'll be alone. kind of nerve racking, but i think i'll be okay. this will also be my second time outside of the midwest (and hopefully it will be my first time seeing the ocean!). this trip is making me realize what a loser i am, ha ha ha. i really need to start traveling more often, lets start with baby steps though!

i do what i want...

Using only song titles from one artist, answer these questions:

Pick a band/artist: the beatles

1. Are you a male or female: girl

2. Describe yourself: helter skelter

3. How do you feel about yourself: don't ever change

4. Describe your ex boyfriend/girlfriend: nowhere man

5. Describe your current boy/girl situation: something

6. Describe your current location: only a northern song

7. Describe where you want to be: Big Casino

8. Your best friend is: paperback writer

9. Your favorite color is: yellow submarine

10. You know: yesterday

11. What's the weather like: good day sunshine

12. If your life was a television show what would it be called?: everybody's got something to hide except me and my monkey

13. What is life to you?: strawberry fields forever

14. What is the best advice you have to give: let it be

15. If you could change your name what would you change it to: penny lane

how do you justify being a dick to me?

the passion is gone from your voice.


things aren't good. i'm horribly depressed. but i'm such a huge pussy, and apparently a masochist. go me.

it's a great day to be alive

it's inaugeration day and i couldn't be any happier. there are still haters, but you can't get me down today. i believe in hope, and that's all that matters.

nothing

i saw a picture of you today. you, your new daughter, and girlfriend. your little family. i saw a picture of you today and i felt something. i've never felt it before. it was such a new feeling, while looking at your picture, that it shocked me. i saw a picture of you today and i felt nothing. nothing. and it was the best feeling i've ever had about you.